8 Nov. The Red Buddha. Kohelet.

The last couple of weeks. The busiest and taxing time of my life. Nembutsu helped me to go through it. There are many Dharma doors appropriate for who and where you are in that particular time. I don't feel like rationalizing my Pure Land practice anymore. It is what it is. It is wonderful. In … Continue reading 8 Nov. The Red Buddha. Kohelet.

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20 Oct. Up up and out of the hole.

No meditation for the past week or so. I was in a very dark place. Severe insomnia. No sleep after 3 or 2 or 1 AM. Sometimes after midnight. Each night. Horror. Very little control over my thoughts. A lot of suffering. Tons of stress in work, even more at home. And amidst all that … Continue reading 20 Oct. Up up and out of the hole.