4 Oct. Worry rhymes with victory.

Last night I didn't feel like sitting at all. I had done 30 minutes in the morning already. Tired out after a long day full of tension, pressure, and stress. Despite everything, I sat for 20 minutes. It was so pleasant. So good. So calm. My theory: it was so because I didn't expect anything … Continue reading 4 Oct. Worry rhymes with victory.

29 Aug. Not great, not great at all.

Night sittings much better than the morning ones. A lot of misery, stress and sadness lately. Where is the wisdom? Where is the bliss? How many years have I been meditating already – 4, 5? And for what reason? I want to progress, I want to move on. Otherwise in 10 years I will still … Continue reading 29 Aug. Not great, not great at all.